+-*The menstruation of mid-life, for me, has long been an underworld adventure. A trip. This one is typical and yet not so bad. Is it me? Am I reacting differently? Are those vitamins helping me out? New liquid iron supplement. My mother always said to take the B’s although sometimes […]
+-*I remember an early conversation (on zoom) that I had with my therapist. I said to him something like: I want to be fearless. I’m almost there. I’m this close. Looking back, I don’t know what I was thinking. It was a hard summer. And I was full of fear. […]
+-*I think there’s two things to do when an asshole enters (and exits) your life. You feel whatever the feelings are. Respect them. Follow them where they go. And then continue. Go on. Move on. Make progress. Back in 2020 I was dating this guy for a little while but […]
+-*Life always gets in the way of writing, but I also need a life to write, need the contrast. And one has to eat and sleep and do other things, and I’m thinking about how for the last few days I’ve been focusing not on writing but on work-work, my […]
+-*There are battles that you get tired of fighting. I can think of a few myself. It’s very Seven of Wands, Ten of Wands. Until you stop with the Wands already. You just stop. Or therapy changes your brain or something changes your brain and you stop fighting. Maybe you […]
+-*But it doesn’t really feel like trying because it’s Jupiter. There’s an ease to it, a flow, and so much more these days with Jupiter in Pisces. There’s no stop/start or overthinking or underhandedness like Jupiter in the other signs. Jupiter likes being in Pisces (they say) and I think […]
+-*A good friend of mine sent me a shidduch resume. Let me translate for you. My friend is a religious woman. That’s the word I use. She would use a different word. I also like the word pious. She’s a pious Jew and I’ve known her a long time, she’s […]
+-*My intuition is like a laser. I recently made a new acquaintance, and I saw through her like a pane of glass, and I think eventually she realized this, and then she blocked me because she couldn’t fool me. I saw it from miles away. My bad that I let […]
+-*Catch up here with other Chiron Return blog posts: Stung By 1000 Bees Mass Grave So this post is a reminder to trust your instincts and about how the Chiron Return is the end of a cycle of pain and misery, and you can finally see clearly the mistake you […]
+-*I’m sitting here trying to edit, trying to write (blessed, not in a war zone), trying to work on chapter eleven of new writing, and I can’t. I’m emotional. Tears. I had to stop and talk to you instead. Blog about it. Talk about the Chiron Return, MY Chiron Return, […]
+-*So I was writing about a moment of spontaneous forgiveness that I experienced the other day. I mean, I forgave someone spontaneously (they are dead so this happened inside me and on the astral plane) and that was WEIRD, and I know it’s somewhere here, the saved post, but I […]
+-*I got a new Testimonial the other day! Aliza is the rare mix of accurate psychic, skilled astrologer, and clear counsel, giving you the message you need to hear in a way you can hear it. Her reading has helped me navigate changes and challenges with more grace and awareness […]
+-*Hi. It’s been a while. How are you? I know I don’t blog so much anymore and every time I come back here, I say the same thing! But I felt like it tonight, and also to remind you, and me, that we’re both still alive. We’re here. So in […]
+-*Through certain houses of the chart and through certain times in our lives, the eclipses and the Nodes are a battle. Maybe it’s all the time. I don’t remember. But I was reflecting this evening on the recent Gemini/Sagittarius Nodes and eclipses and all they were for me was a […]
+-*So I was on a podcast today and it had been a while since I gave an interview. Felt like a lifetime ago — which feels weird because my book is only six months old or so, but nothing is normal at this time, and I was being myself as […]
+-*Could I possibly have anything more to say about Venus Retrograde and the Venus Pluto conjunction? Probably. I got one more cut to make. Just watch me. Stay tuned for that news in the new year. And I know you’ve got your own cuts to make. Who and what will […]
+-*So. Are you becoming energetically smaller? In response to something? In response to your WHOLE LIFE? You know what I’m going to say next. That the current sky can help you with this. Or maybe it’s just you. Maybe it’s not the collective sky, the collective astrology, but something you’re […]
+-*Socia media can be painful. I just had one such interaction. I was making a joke and the other person (total stranger, probably decades younger than me) didn’t get the joke and I was sarcastic in response. I knew they wouldn’t get that joke either and they didn’t so they […]
+-*I left the Shabbos table early, my usual place, a good friend. One of her kids has a cold (not covid) but I was just sick and didn’t want to get sick again and who knows it’s out of my hands now, but I was there for a little bit, […]
+-*So many endings. We have a Full Moon tomorrow. Venus goes retrograde on Sunday. What was it that you wanted? It’s changed already, hasn’t it. I spent hours today writing and writing so I don’t have too many blog-thoughts now, but here’s the news: it’s time to review your dreams, […]
+-*I feel I have to fall in love with my book again, the new one I’m working on. And it’s not that I’ve fallen out of love with it, but life gets in the way and work and the body and just everything… gets in the way sometimes. I’ve got […]
+-*Feeling something else now about this upcoming Venus retrograde, that you might go quiet, solitary, so quiet, so solitary, and need some space or room for yourself, for a while, and more than usual. So that you can think. So that you can understand. Less social, more introspective. Chiron goes […]
+-*That everything is painful and you feel like it shouldn’t be so you fight against it and then it only hurts more. And it keeps on hurting until you learn this truth. That life IS painful. And there doesn’t come a time without pain, regret, loss. No matter what the […]
+-*You know, it’s been years since I’ve blogged consistently. If you’ve been reading here, if you know my work, you know it’s been years and that this blog is, well, old now — born in 2011. I was thinking last night: I was so young then. So young. It’s embarrassing […]