+-*I’ve been going through something the last couple of weeks, a journey of sorts, in the emotional realm (OH that’s putting it nicely) and this morning I went back to sleep after being awake and up and fine at 4:30 in the morning, but I’m so glad I went back […]
+-*It’s like an exorcism, Childbirth? It’s like everything coming out of you, violently. Everything coming out of you that NEEDS to come out, must come out. That’s what transformation (the hard transits) feels like. But the eclipses can feel like that too and we have two eclipses on the way. […]
+-*Transformation can be ugly and not everyone has the stomach for it but I kinda feel that when it’s knocking on the door, you have to answer. You can’t avoid it. Even if you don’t quite know what or which transformation it is and you might not even know for […]
+-*Under today’s Full Moon in Libra, I’m thinking about the end of love. It’s a pretty literal reading of this Full Moon but it’s what I’m feeling. Full Moon is an ending and Libra is love and there is probably a relationship leaving your life. I can relate. And just […]
+-*Grief is like heat. These days, it feels to me like heat, and I feel like it crawls on little feet, up the neck, down the neck. I know what you’re thinking: it’s a hot flash, honey. But seriously. There’s a lot of grief these days, too much, and plenty […]
+-*I keep forgetting it’s Eclipse Season. I need to stop forgetting that. This is the time of year when we can blame *everything* on the eclipses, and I’ll let you know when we need to stop doing that, and maybe that time is never. So it’s almost 9pm and I’m […]
+-*First, a story: Some years ago, I had a friend who was schizophrenic, and she would go off her medication with some regularity and would wind up back in the hospital after violent behavior. She lived in a boarding house run by a kindly woman who took in all kind […]
+-*To HEAR this blog post instead of reading it I think I might be done talking about therapy. I’m not sure. You’ll find out soon enough. After ten months of very intense work with The Good Doctor, I’m kinda questioning the value of it (normal, I know) and what should […]
+-*I associate Neptune with sadness and melancholy and that far away look you get when that sad song comes on and you need to switch it off because it’s just too much. Neptune people do that. I do that. I have to be prepared for music (and I do love […]
+-*You know I’m going to be talking about this a lot. We all are. And it does matter. Jupiter and Neptune meet up only once every 13 years or so, which is the time it takes for Jupiter to go around the wheel and the least you need to know […]
+-*There’s a whirlwind out there and I don’t know what it is or where it came from or if it’s your individual chart or in the collective sky or what, but there’s a whirlwind out there and maybe it’s the eclipses but they aren’t until April/May so let’s figure it […]
+-*The menstruation of mid-life, for me, has long been an underworld adventure. A trip. This one is typical and yet not so bad. Is it me? Am I reacting differently? Are those vitamins helping me out? New liquid iron supplement. My mother always said to take the B’s although sometimes […]
+-*I remember an early conversation (on zoom) that I had with my therapist. I said to him something like: I want to be fearless. I’m almost there. I’m this close. Looking back, I don’t know what I was thinking. It was a hard summer. And I was full of fear. […]
+-*I think there’s two things to do when an asshole enters (and exits) your life. You feel whatever the feelings are. Respect them. Follow them where they go. And then continue. Go on. Move on. Make progress. Back in 2020 I was dating this guy for a little while but […]
+-*It feels like another world. Last night I had a migraine complete with kaleidoscopic visual disturbance which lasted as long as it usually does, twenty minutes or so. Then came the dizziness and nausea and mild headache. The following day (today) I was exhausted (with mild headache) and cancelled everything. […]
+-*Life always gets in the way of writing, but I also need a life to write, need the contrast. And one has to eat and sleep and do other things, and I’m thinking about how for the last few days I’ve been focusing not on writing but on work-work, my […]
+-*There are battles that you get tired of fighting. I can think of a few myself. It’s very Seven of Wands, Ten of Wands. Until you stop with the Wands already. You just stop. Or therapy changes your brain or something changes your brain and you stop fighting. Maybe you […]
+-*But it doesn’t really feel like trying because it’s Jupiter. There’s an ease to it, a flow, and so much more these days with Jupiter in Pisces. There’s no stop/start or overthinking or underhandedness like Jupiter in the other signs. Jupiter likes being in Pisces (they say) and I think […]
+-*A good friend of mine sent me a shidduch resume. Let me translate for you. My friend is a religious woman. That’s the word I use. She would use a different word. I also like the word pious. She’s a pious Jew and I’ve known her a long time, she’s […]
+-*My intuition is like a laser. I recently made a new acquaintance, and I saw through her like a pane of glass, and I think eventually she realized this, and then she blocked me because she couldn’t fool me. I saw it from miles away. My bad that I let […]
+-*Catch up here with other Chiron Return blog posts: Stung By 1000 Bees Mass Grave So this post is a reminder to trust your instincts and about how the Chiron Return is the end of a cycle of pain and misery, and you can finally see clearly the mistake you […]
+-*I’m sitting here trying to edit, trying to write (blessed, not in a war zone), trying to work on chapter eleven of new writing, and I can’t. I’m emotional. Tears. I had to stop and talk to you instead. Blog about it. Talk about the Chiron Return, MY Chiron Return, […]
+-*So I was writing about a moment of spontaneous forgiveness that I experienced the other day. I mean, I forgave someone spontaneously (they are dead so this happened inside me and on the astral plane) and that was WEIRD, and I know it’s somewhere here, the saved post, but I […]
+-*I got a new Testimonial the other day! Aliza is the rare mix of accurate psychic, skilled astrologer, and clear counsel, giving you the message you need to hear in a way you can hear it. Her reading has helped me navigate changes and challenges with more grace and awareness […]