Maybe Painful: New Moon In Pisces – March 17th

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from the home office

The New Moon this weekend is at 26 degrees Pisces so it’s time to check your chart and think about what this could mean for you. Something new?

Ordinary New Moons are ordinary New Moons. Sometimes they fit a pattern that’s easy to see and sometimes… who knows? Nevertheless, it’s never a bad idea to find that New Moon in your chart and see what she’s up to. Yes I can help you with this. 

What I don’t like: 
It’s a Sun Moon CHIRON conjunction. Chiron hurts. Your pain becomes painfully clear to you. It’s not necessarily what you’re in the mood for.

Mars enters Capricorn this same day which wouldn’t be a bad thing in and of itself but we all know that SATURN is in Capricorn so Mars jumps head first into a Mars Saturn conjunction (exact April 2nd)

and then Mars will square whatever planets are moving through Aries including Uranus when it gets to the later degrees.

Mars Saturn: driving with the brakes on.

Dear Cardinal Signs:
You may feel a little frustrated.

Yesterday I was trying to explain the concept of the CARDINAL CROSS to a client who doesn’t know any astrology, other than her Sun Sign (and no shame in that, we all start somewhere) and I told her how the Cardinal signs are each aligned with the Equinoxes, the Seasons, and thus they are BEGINNERS i.e. they start stuff! They begin!

These four signs (four points of the cross) are Aries, Libra, Cancer, and Capricorn. Spring Fall Summer Winter. When these signs interact in your chart or in the sky, there is tension, frustration AND drive and compulsion (squares and oppositions). I tried to leave out the jargon and just explain the bigger picture and how it feels and I think she got it. She said she did. It’s a Cardinal CROSS folks. We can feel mighty stuck.

This is why I give you the “frustration warning” now. Fast moving planets in Aries, including the SUN soon enough. Mars and Saturn in Capricorn. Folks with planets in any of the cardinal signs will really feel this I’VE FALLEN AND I CAN”T GET UP feeling.

You may feel stuck or hopeless or hopelessly stuck.

What to do when/if the going gets tough:

Breakthrough energy is here, my friends. Ace of Swords. This is you. Keep your weapon handy.

What do you use to cut through, break through, when you feel you just can’t?

In the words of the great Scorpio Neil Young: don’t let it bring you down. Easier said than done I know, but your Ace is sharp sharp truth.

Wise mind, my friends. Use your wise mind to cut through. Be wiser than your problems. The truth is that you are. No lie.


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SO PISSED OFF THAT YOU TAKE ACTION: More Advice For The New Moon in Scorpio

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You Are Not Required To Crush Your Enemies (New Moon in Scorpio)
Sometimes You See Death (New Moon in Scorpio) 
No Consent (Mars square Pluto)

I want to talk to you a little more about Mars as the co-ruler of Scorpio and this weekend’s New Moon in Scorpio and what to do with that energy which really cannot be separated from the Mars Pluto square.

Here is your advice:

let your fear (fear of WHATEVER, doesn’t matter) piss you off enough, make you SO ANGRY, that you take action. 

Mars is your ACTION. Pluto is your obsessive focus. Now of course I think it would be helpful to be… careful about what you choose in the coming days because Mars is impulsive and Pluto is ruthless and this combination in the SQUARE aspect could give you some very very VERY bad ideas.

I WANT YOU TO HAVE GOOD IDEAS. Do I sound controlling? I sound controlling. But really I’m just trying to help navigate you through this stormy Mars Pluto Scorpio sea.

Yesterday I had a meeting with a friend. We try to meet once a week to talk business, his business, my business, give feedback, advice, help and I said to him: steer the ship. I was 100% that he had not lost control (and he was worrying like a Virgo Moon with 100000 other placements in Virgo) but he had not lost ANYTHING and I was there to remind him so I am reminding ALL OF YOU:

steer, guide, direct, maneuver, marshal, DRIVE this energy. 

I know you want to share your energy with someone. Scorpio always does. And the Mars Pluto square can make you choose the wrong person, the wrong path, the wrong commitment. Don’t do that. Don’t be rash. Let the New Moon be QUIET for you. Let the New Moon be still. An anchor, a port, a calm sea not a crazy do-or-die sea. Stop and listen. THEN let your fear piss you off so much that you take action. HIGH PRIESTESS THEN MAGICIAN. IN THAT ORDER.

Thank you.

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You Are Not Required To Crush Your Enemies But If You Want To Here Comes The New Moon In Scorpio

"new moon in scorpio" Both Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio. I tend to think PLUTO FIRST.

Rise From The Ashes Moon.
Exorcism Moon.
Sex Moon.
Death Moon.
Sex and Death Moon.
Pluto Pluto Pluto Pluto Pluto MOON!


What does Mars want?
Does Mars want?
All the planets (planetary energies) WANT.
What does Mars want?


If someone tries to kill you, it’s your MARS, a “normal” Mars who tries to stop that from happening.

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I’m writing ALL KINDS OF THINGS on my Facebook these last few days while we exist under this ALMOST New Moon in Scorpio + Mars square Pluto (this weekend) sky.

Do you feel it? I feel it. Tune it. You’ll feel it. YOU CAN’T NOT FEEL IT. IT’S EVERYWHERE.

And a gal in the November December group said to me (after I posted a link about the Tarot Death card)


Well, it’s for us all BUT I did draw the Death card twice today so…

The answer is yes. 

Scorpio keywords. Mars keywords. Pluto keywords. SO MANY WAYS IN.

For the moment though let’s talk Mars. Mars is the ruler of Scorpio too I think many tend to forget, even me, and I’m trying to rectify that.

But look here. Yesterday’s blog post. About MARS vs. PLUTO 

And the least you need to know:

Mars is ACTION. Mars is YOU in action. Do you DO? Do you push? Mars is not patient. Mars pushes in. And Mars square Pluto WILL NOT WAIT FOR YOU.

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Full Moon In Taurus: Shame, Guilt, Self-Loathing, & Fries

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One thing you can do with this Full Moon is release negative emotions
. Start NOW.

Moon is in Taurus as I type this.

And what I mean by “release negative emotions” is:

let them come to the surface
let them bubble up, expose themselves, spread themselves all over the floor, feel them, speak the words behind them, think the thoughts, and… I was about to say “let them go” but I’m not convinced that part is necessary or advised. I’m not sure. But I think you should feel the width of them. Feel and understand how much space they take up within you. Notice it. Notice what shape. Are they stripes? Polka dots? Maybe the emotion has a color. And ask how much. How much of you is that shame. Or guilt. Or defilement. Or humiliation. Or self-disgust, self-loathing. YOU ARE WRONG FOR EVEN EXISTING. That feeling. You are wrong for not having money, not having health, not having a partner or children or your own home or a passion or a car or a God. You are wrong for having been hit or raped or for staying in one place, never moving, never going, never never never. You are like that fence over there, barely holding holding it together and that is WRONG. There is something wrong with you.

Those are the “negative emotions” I’m talking about releasing. Release those. And there are more of course. This is just a sample.

My parents died when I was young. Why do I feel ashamed of that and yet I do. As if I had something to do with it. As if I weren’t good enough to keep them. I hate pity but I also hate being forgotten. Being an orphan since before my Saturn Return, there’s a lot I have no clue how to do and yet I help people all around the world. Life is strange that way. I am living who I always was. I was always this.

I’m telling you this story so that you know you are not alone in your grief at existing. That you can come from nothing, you can come from abuse, trauma, you can experience abuse, trauma, and still… feel love. It always shocks me but there it is, popping up like a flower.

My recommendation:

do this work of Full Moon releasing without hope of a cure. Do it for its own sake.

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Our Lady

I have a running joke with a gal on my Facebook. I don’t know how it started. She’s in one of my chat rooms and I must have been talking about potatoes and then she started talking about potatoes which turned into potato emoji and french fry emoji and it always makes me smile. French Fry Love is the opposite of guilt and shame and tears.

And another story: I was chatting with an acquaintance who asked me what my passion was, if my work was my passion, and I wasn’t sure, if it was passion or calling and finally I realized it:

FRENCH FRIES ARE MY PASSION. Part joke, part not.  I have my Mars in Cancer square Jupiter. If there’s a snack waiting, I’ll be right over. He didn’t really get it though. He said: you can do better than that.

Really? Who are you to put down my passion? And that’s how shame begins. We get it from day one (or two, or three) from the family and on and on it continues until you meet some person as a near 50-year old who tells you french fries aren’t good enough.

But I’m here to tell you FRENCH FRIES ARE GOOD ENOUGH.
That is all.

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I wish you a healthy and productive Full Moon xoxo

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Blood & Guts Moon (Instructions For Your Taurus Full Moon Ritual)

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I’m going to tell you what your Full Moon ritual should be.

It needs to be life and death. It needs to be savage. EVERYTHING YOU FEAR YOU CANNOT WILL NOT HAVE.

Are you in touch with that feeling? That feeling in particular? That particular rage? That particular cry? Are you? OR are you wasting time, drugged, complacent, weak. I implore you NOT to be weak (says Pluto).

I was telling the gals in the class that I am going to work with “the ancestors” and how I usually don’t, which is true, but I will THIS WEEK ALL WEEK, long before the moon enters Taurus, because they, the ancestors, owe me. That’s how it started.

I love you. I hate you. You owe me. NOW FIX IT.

See, it’s not just a FULL MOON IN TAURUS, it’s a Sun Moon opposition. Sun in Scorpio ruled by Mars and Pluto (and if you don’t know what that means LOOK IT UP) so I recommend you take into your ritual MARS energy and PLUTO energy and put your blood and sweat and guts into the ritual and PLANT THE DAMN SEED (that’s the Taurus part) and crush what stands in your way.

That’s all for now, star lovers…

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Full Moon In Taurus + the Venus Uranus Glittering Sea

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I want to talk a little more about this week’s Full Moon in Taurus.

The newsletter had some general Full Moon talk, but let’s look at the day’s aspects:

This Friday or Saturday depending on your time zone.
Almost 12 degrees Taurus. 
Leading up to the Full Moon we have (of the major aspects):

Moon opposing Jupiter (sensitive, emotional)
Sun trine Neptune (magical spiritual)
Moon sextile Neptune (psychic)
VENUS OPPOSING URANUS (shocking or surprising and possibly quite good)

And then on Saturday the Moon will make good aspects to both Pluto (rebirth) and Chiron (the wounded healer).

Of course what this means for you PERSONALLY can only be determined by your personal birth chart but in terms of the collective energies? This is pretty damn SWEET!

What is the breakthrough. I know you want to know the breakthrough. Spiritually speaking what do we need to know about this, what do we need to think about. 

This Full Moon is not about acceptance.
This Full Moon is not about surrender.
This Full Moon is a moon of pleasure, delight, and exuberance.
This Full Moon knows how to be here now with grapes and pomegranates and lilac wine and luxurious gowns and it’s all very Nine of Pentacles to me.

It’s a sensual moon so I’m bringing you a message of sensuality and slowness. The Venus Uranus opposition may provide excitement but otherwise what we have here is uniquely stable and the Moon heading towards Full illuminates something wonderful in your Scorpio House (where Jupiter is traveling and Jupiter is lucky) so you do want to keep an eye on that. WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE EARLY DEGREES OF YOUR SCORPIO HOUSE??? The Full Moon in Taurus wants to stabilize it, steady it, touch its shoulder, warm it up. (Also interesting to note the number of esoteric aspects in the mix here on Full Moon day.)

It’s a gentle moon, a sweet moon, a psychic moon even though right in the middle of it we have this Venus Uranus glittering sea. Uranus is unpredictable. Will some of you find new love? New money? Yes.

And then the next day Mercury enters Sagittarius and the stories that want to be told begin to set themselves free.

Let me know how you are, in the comments, and I’ll see you again soon xo
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Lunar Eclipse Support Center + New Tarot Class (Free Trial!)

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My darling, I’m here to talk you off the ledge. It’s lonely and cold out there. Bring you IN from the ledge. Come in where it’s warm. Have a glass of wine. Decaf? Tea? Caffeine Free Diet Coke okay no problem my darling. Whatever you want. We got snacks. We got Paleo, Keto, vegan, vegetarian, and full on processed American food full of sugar. I know you love your sugar! Whatever you want, my darling. Times like these call for extreme snacks.

The first eclipse is Monday and you may be feeling TOO MUCH.

This morning I posted in my class that I was at my favorite place about to do my favorite thing and it felt like an arrow in my heart. I wanted to run right home.

Intense sudden sadness out of nowhere! That is *not* usual for me. Especially not at the cafe, heaven forfend! But it happened and I felt it and went onwards to foodshop and wondered if I should just cry, just let myself cry but I did not. As I was waiting for my Uber I realized that I should check where the moon was and sure enough there it was!! MOON IN CAPRICORN. Opposing my Sun and Mercury and on the way to opposing my Mars.

Beloved, over this weekend YOU MAY FEEL TOO MUCH.

And that’s okay. Just stay aware of why it is. The eclipse is coming, the full moon is coming and you may feel struck down by moods and intensity and HOWLING at the moods and moon and intensity and maybe you shouldn’t make plans.

I am breaking a plan I have for tonight because I am STILL fighting this cold and don’t want to make anyone sick and should probably stay in and SLEEP. Sleep. Sleep. And yet I fight with myself because I am in the mood to see people! But my BODY is saying no no no.

Now, an eclipse can’t force a cold virus upon you BUT if you are not used to running THIS MUCH ENERGY you could get sick. That’s just how it is. 

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse this Monday in the sign of Aquarius at 15 degrees and it’s the Full Moon not just opposing the Sun but also MARS. It’s a lot of fire, a lot of energy, a lot of emotion in the water bearer’s stone cold vessel. We are up to our necks in mood with no reason, no name.

Frankly I am sick of resting. I want to feel full of vigor but the only way we get back to that vigor land is through rest and not pushing when rest is required. Sigh. I know. It’s boring. But Beloved, THE ECLIPSE.

It would be foolish to imagine we are not affected by such cycles for we are, so completely and even more so if you have planets or points at or around 15 degrees in your chart! Do you? 

I’ll try to keep blogging more often this month to support you. To support you. To get under you, protect you, help you, guide you.


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eclipse thoughts

In the meantime: 
I AM doing the Mini Moon Tarot this weekend as I will be home relaxing. Today and tomorrow. 15 minutes by Facebook messenger. $35 to my PayPal at moonpluto@gmail and we’ll find a time. I’m here for you. Just please note I don’t go overtime with these Mini readings. If you want more time, then purchase a 30 or 45 or 60 min reading or one of the bundles for deeper work. 

My new class beginning Sept 5th:

Here are two blog posts. Please take a look.

The first is from Tom Hart, director of the Sequential Artists Workshop. My new Tarot class is in collaboration with SAW

and the second blog post is from me.

Both are about Tarot deck creation and the creative process.

This link here is to the class information itself and there is a FREE TRIAL you can sign up for. I have been planning to upload another video to the Free Trial but haven’t yet. HOWEVER there is a free lovely PDF download you can print out, read, meditate on. I would love for you to join us. A couple videos too that talk about the method to the Tarot madness.

Most of all, for me, this class is Tarot YES but it’s “applied Tarot” — using the Tarot to access **ourselves** deeply through the act of pondering, writing, drawing, conceptualizing our own Tarot decks.

Please note that every week will include a new video, new material to read, and new discussions in the private Facebook group!

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Current Obsession: North Node In Leo, Solar Eclipse In Leo (August 21st)

"new moon eclipse leo" Current obsession:

the North Node in Leo and where it is in your chart so I beg you to visit, revisit your chart and the “late Leo” degrees because that’s where the New Moon Eclipse will be and where the North Node is now. Yes there’s an orb but that doesn’t dull my obsession!

Think of it like a treasure hunt. Where the North Node is now, you must follow. Notice how lit up it is. It is! But you have to think about it. Pay attention. So you go into that house and you go look for it, find it, what you need to know now about your path AND the Eclipse is right there too.

Yes for some folks it may be two houses, not one. Depends on your house system. Read it for two if you need to but don’t lose sight of the fact that you must seek and search and find and go North.

In the South? You must pack your bags. There’s an altogether different journey going on in there. Separate but related, the North and South, Leo and Aquarius. Something to release, let go, in the South. Somewhere to travel and discover in the North. IT IS NEW!

And start NOW. Start TODAY. Meditate on it. However you meditate. No wrong way. Just begin.

I was talking to a client today who has the North Node by transit in her 12th House. It’s a gift I told her. But really it’s the same for all of us. The gift is there. The wisdom is there. The treasure is there.

So. Choose an outfit. Choose a light source. What shoes will you wear? What’s the temperature? Do you need music? Maybe choose just a small carry-on or backpack, something easy to carry or maybe nothing at all and begin. Maybe you won’t take anything you know with you. Maybe. Maybe you will start over, spin the wheel.

Let me know how it goes… 
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Three things: 
My latest on Patheos Pagan is here.

Here is news and details about my September class and we will be adding MORE to the Free Trial. Another video and a downloadable PDF coming next week!! But check it out now. There’s info and two videos

AND THIS WEEKEND is the BOGO – I wasn’t sure if I was gonna do it BUT THE ECLIPSES and people are asking so yes – all this weekend. Hour long eadings are buy one get one. Sale ends Sunday at 11;29 pm! $135. Two hours. Yes we can do it all at once or you can save the time! Limit TWO per person.

Love you xo

The Big Big Sea: Full Moon in Capricorn Today/Tomorrow In A Sky Near You

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High Priestess for your Full Moon toolkit

I’m feeling it too.
The Full Moon coming in. Here’s my Full Moon post from Patheos Pagan.

In this post I want to talk about how it feels because I feel it, this Capricorn Full Moon, and on my Facebook I posted that I consider myself EXPERT LEVEL in feelings but even I feel this one intensely, incoming.

And it’s about to thunderstorm here. Perfect! Rumbly grumbly thunder and leaves and branches blowing and it looks great! Grateful to be inside though listening to my Spotify and writing to you. Lightening flashes and the wind blows. Good thing I’m stocked up on candles and matches. Is that hail? It’s hailing.

So you may feel any or all of these: 

Does that cover it? Maybe.

I went to a grocery store this morning and anyone who knows me knows that grocery shopping is my favorite thing in the world, on par with my favorite coffee shop and I still felt anxiety, sadness, and a touch of angst but oh the wonders the wonders!

The store did assuage my anxiety and sadness a bit. It wasn’t a Whole Foods (we don’t have one yet) but it reminded me enough of my favorite NYC Whole Foods, in a good way, and what a perfect thing to do for a FULL MOON IN CAPRICORN opposing a Cancer Sun (which will be in my Solar Return by the way!) with Pluto and Jupiter involved. Food. Hunger. Safety and security. Nourishment, nurturing. Love. Love. Love. Love. Organic lettuce. Love. Love. Love. Cheaper Coconut Milk than Publix and a better brand. Love. Love. Love. Please pass the cacao nibs.

Everything you feel, today and tomorrow, will feel so very very very big.
It may feel like life and death.
It may feel this way.

I recommend a boat. I recommend a raft. Sail away on it. Out into the middle of the ocean, out into the middle of the sea, the big big sea. What music are you listening to out there? Or nothing at all. It’s quiet on the water but for the water.

Wanna know what my raft is? This. You. Us. Talking to you, being with you. And I may bake cookies again today (low carb, ketogenic cookies – one of these days I may start doing grocery store hauls on YouTube unless you beg me not to). 

What’s your raft? Where is it? Is it strong enough to hold you? Do you want me to hold you? I can do that. I can carry you.

I’ll draw a card for you, and us, and OH by the way – ALL DAY TODAY I am doing Mini Moon TAROT readings $25 for 15 minutes (no overtime) for Full Moon advice if you are struggling. Today only. Facebook Messenger readings. Or Gmail Gchat. 

The thunder sounds like a lion’s roar I kid you not. I drew the Judgement card.

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Judgement from the Marseilles Tarot

Revelation. Enlightenment. New understanding. (Interps from Yoav Ben-Dov).

Very Full Moon, eh? What’s coming through for you?
What are you figuring out?
Do you know what’s in store?
Turning point, healing.


Healing. Slowly. Over time. Naturally. Or in a flash, like that lightening just now. The Judgement card to me suggests this Uranian flash healing ZAP you are whole!
And maybe a little of both.

Happy almost Full Moon, y’all

How To Love A Cancer Sun + Sun Enters Cancer Tomorrow!


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me & my scorpio friend

Depending on your time zone, the Sun enters Cancer Tuesday or Wednesday and the Cancer New Moon is on Friday.

All that heavy analysis will get you nowhere now. All that rigidity. Time to flow and cry and feel. Sorry Air signs ;) We are gonna DUNK YOU. You may have plenty of feels but not like this. The depth of this. The easy tears like this. The home sweet home babka like this. Cancer is fleshy and wet and fecund. We are not an earth sign, no, but we are the soft deep muddy after the rain AND we are the rain. Mother. Moon Earth. Good Mother. Gentle Father. Love.

I have my Sun, Mercury and Mars in the sign of Cancer and my Moon (which rules Cancer!) is in Virgo. And my Moon is conjunct Pluto thus the name of this blog.

I like being a lot of something and my something is magnified, intensified by PLUTO, which is as powerful as it gets. Powerful emotions, powerful intuition, powerful nurturing, and not afraid of death. And more! Moon Pluto is not for everyone.

Yesterday I was hanging out with a Scorpio friend and we were joking about an on-line dating profile that he wrote for a friend so I said make one for me! And I said: I know I’m not for everyone and he thought that was a good start. His handwriting is beautiful. But then he changed the first line to “Lioness of Judah…”

Funny but not sure how much of the littler curlicued paragraph we shall keep if any. MOON PLUTO IS NOT FOR EVERYONE. MOON PLUTO IS NOT VENUS!

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What does Cancer need? How to love a Cancer? YES these are the questions we are all supposed to be asking now as the Sun is about to enter Cancer.

And you know what? I’m not going to give you an easy answer here. I’m going to take a CANCER poll on my Facebook. I’ll be back to report my findings…


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Full Moon in Scorpio This Week: Advice For The Dying (Pro Tip)

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My cards this morning were crazy. I drew them for the Full Moon in Scorpio.

One was just “oh hey what’s this Full Moon about for me”

and I suppose I intuited that I would need an ADVICE card

and Death card was my advice. Hi Tarot!

So this post is for the dying

(unlike those other astrology blogs/bloggers you read, I am under Pluto opposing Sun – for years now – and this year is the LAST PASS THE LAST so I write to you from that place of pulverization)

So this post is for the dying and I do NOT mean if you are suffering physically at this moment with an acute condition. That’s something else entirely. What I mean here is ALL OF US because all of us are on our way out (everybody dies) but in particular those who psychologically are just, well, not feeling their best and there is this vague hope that a Full Moon in Scorpio with its reputation for exposing the truth will somehow help. Bloodletting. Get the rot out.

So here’s my advice and you know I hate that phrase PRO TIP which is why I am using it. Because it’s so obnoxious. I hope you hate it too!

try not to fight the truth of how you feel. Sophie was saying this as well in her comment on my post yesterday

try not to fight how you feel

and, lastly:

try not to
how you feel

WHILE maintaining the basic skeleton of your life i.e. please keep eating and drinking water but try not to worry about the DUST ON THE BLINDS or the remnant of that incense doesn’t smell so fresh. Sit in it. Where you are. Sit in it. Be still.


when you get the Death card as ADVICE you don’t just sit in it. You are on the move, going through something. It’s inevitable, it’s fate, it’s happening. ELIMINATION. Scraping. That’s what it is. A scraping.

Have a funeral for yourself PRO TIP
Don’t pretend to be happy PRO TIP
Don’t smile if you don’t want to PRO TIP
Obsessively read about your transits PRO TIP
Obsessively draw cards for what hurts PRO TIP
Don’t hurt yourself but beyond that whatever you need PRO TIP

You may actually enjoy this Full Moon. Mercury and Uranus meet this day with Mercury mostly normal, direct motion, so the mind promises to be LIVELY.

Usually when I read for people I read from my Sacral Chakra but the other day it was blocked so I worked through my Crown and it was fascinating because I saw descending and ascending stars like in the story of Jacob’s ladder but stars instead of angels. Mercury Uranus is something like that.

Much love

Mud Gospel & The New Moon In Aries

So today I want to talk to you about my awesome priest, PTSD, and the New Moon in Aries. Here we go.

There’s a kind of helplessness that comes from PTSD. You get triggered. You can’t help it. You get triggered. You can’t stop it. Well, maybe you can. We can. We can get therapy and train ourselves to sit through what now feels primal, what feels fight or flight. Maybe.

So this morning I’m going for a ride with my friend and I love this friend and we are going to have lunch, but before we got in the car he noticed his credit cards were gone and my friend, Mars in Aries, has a TEMPER, and he was understandably upset, but soon he was raising his voice and yelling and banging the steering wheel and he was yelling at ME as I was offering some meager explanation for what might have happened. I think I even touched his shoulder at one point.

Long story short. He found the cards. They had fallen out of his wallet in the kitchen but his in-car temper outburst, directed at me and what I was saying to “try to help” (one or two sentences before I stopped talking) triggered me big time and when we got to his house I got out of the car and said: forget it. No lunch.

While we were in the car, I nearly told him to pull over and let me out. Wow. I waited THAT long. Sitting with my FLIGHT that long. A minute or two.

I wanted to burst into tears. I held it back. In such situations it’s one or the other. Burst into tears or dissociate. And we were about to have lunch. I figured if I cried he would get mean (guessing this from experience) and if I dissociated, I would be miserable, numb, not myself, not relaxed.

I left him at his place and walked to the store which I had planned to do anyway. I felt numb, in shock.  Started to talk about it in the chat room and then my tears started to flow, which felt good.

These were tears not just for my PTSD and how I wound up with it, but for my inability to handle this temper, to “handle” this person who I also love — even if I know, from experience, that this wish is impossible.

I realize such tales will trigger others. They will want to protect me or protect themselves or come up with labels for him from their own experiences, but I find such responses inadequate because life and people are far more complex.

At the store I texted him because despite my flee, I knew he was confused and frustrated as well. I told him the truth: I love you but when I’m around temper I freak out. Fight or flight.

I know people will judge me or him. They will say: oh he is abusive. But you know what? Sometimes things aren’t that simple. This is the same person who drove me and my Cleo to the hospital and back from the hospital and dug a grave for her. In fact, he is the one who suggested I take her body so we could bury it. He buried my Cleo. I will always love him. I’m fine with that. No one else has to be.

(I bet 10% of my readers will actually read this, get it, and not judge. We’ll see…)

Now about the mud gospel. 

So in today’s lectionary class we were reading this passage from the Gospel of John. I hadn’t been to class in a while but felt in the mood today and then lucky me my favorite priest was leading the class because the regular facilitator was out sick.

And I want to make a point here. I’m not making a point about Christianity or Christ or any religion or what YOU or anyone should believe.

Think about it as a story. I’m not a proselytizer and my spiritual life is… precious to me. I’m not going to lie and pretend I had this revelation at Target. I was at CHURCH. I go to church. And if there was a Catholic Church in walking distance from my house, I’d go there too.

So I’m reading this story in class about a miracle, a blind man who is no longer blind after getting mud put on his eyes, and I was fascinated by this image. The idea that… we can see again after mud, after dark, after earth, after sloppy and dirty. THEN we can heal.

Now of course since this is the “new” testament, it’s JC who is doing the healing but through the medium of mud. Think about that. What is mud? How is it that we see, that we heal, after mud?

The last strand here is about tomorrow’s New Moon and it’s a pep talk and it’s as much to me as it is to you, and it’s about second chances. That if you don’t like what you did or what you said, you can always go back to do it again. It is no guarantee that that person or place or thing or situation will respond the way you would like them to! But that’s not the point of rebirth. Rebirth is not about forcing others or controlling others. It’s YOUR soul that gets refined. Your learning.

Saying “I love you” is rarely the wrong choice and here comes the New Moon and we’re supposed to set our INTENTIONS for our DESIRES and I intend, I desire, to be courageous, and PRESENT, to not shy away from the mud. It’s only through death, we come back. It’s only through experience and knowledge of EARTH, reality, dirt, grime, mud, sickness, pain, death that we find out who we are. We are children until then. And yet children love mud. Ironic, yes?

Set your intentions. It’s a beautiful New Moon conjunct Venus. It’s about love.


Embrace the Dirt: Another One For The Full Moon in Virgo

Embrace the dirt; do not shun the dirt. We are the dirt, we are the Full Moon in Virgo coming to a sky near you.

The Full Moon isn’t something that happens outside you. It happens inside you. It IS you, like all the other lunations, like all the other transits. We are one.

So when the Moon grows fat and you look in the mirror and you feel stupid or lost or hungry, dissatisfied under the Pisces Sun, remember this: you are the Moon and it will swell you, puff you, immerse you, lay on you like the goddess.

There are no missed chances, missed opportunities. I don’t know why that thing didn’t stick, didn’t stay, but the full moon comes, at least once a month, and it is your chance to let it go.

Now, I’m not about to address the question of “why bad things happen to good people” but I do want to say that, with patience, and time, the reasons can be found. Why such and such happened. But even if you cannot find it and you search and search and search and you cannot find it, on a full moon you can say goodbye, which can be much harder than holding on. Let there be light. Juicy light, milky light, filling up the backyard light.

My advice: practice.

Virgo Full Moon highest vibration: practice, not perfection. Practice death. Practice saying goodbye. Practice letting him, or her, go. Once you do? You’re free. Does it scare you? To think about it? Every full moon is a little death and we can let go a little more and a little more and a little more. Try it. What happens when you let go?


That You Blow Kisses To Your House: Full Moon In Virgo

Moon “rules” HOUSE.

Virgo wants a clean house, but as I said to a client today:
I am the Queen of Dust but NO CLUTTER please :)

What I did was:

woke up this morning and almost immediately, or maybe it was a bit after immediately, did a house blessing, impromptu, and I can’t even quite find the words for what happened but I went from room to room, guided, loving my house and blowing kisses and thinking about the various corners and wondering if a certain friend with certain artistic flair could make me some new art to hang up (Scorpio gentleman).

I RECOMMEND this ritual to you in the morning when you wake up feeling sad, whether it’s your own or from the collective.

That I felt some sadness in the universe in the collective this morning and decided to address it on my Facebook which is where I mostly hold court (besides a bit on IG and Twitter @moonplutonyc).

So we need to talk about hope under Saturn skies because this weekend Mercury will square Saturn and you will feel hopeless at times. And emotional. Full Moon emotional and you may quote or misquote MacBeth OUT, DAMNED SPOT. Virgo Moon joke.

Which reminds me WHY do I keep attracting these caustic Mercury square Saturn people. And I don’t mean my beautiful friend A who also has Mercury square Saturn I mean OTHER ONES. Damn. Y’all got barbed wire tongues! I like a little honey with my words. I’m a honey witch!

So that’s my advice for you, dear Star Lovers: 

stay aware of the weekend vibes: Mercury square Saturn is harsh words, harsh thoughts, harsh negative self-talk, harsh ideas, verbal abuse, teasing, bullying. BE NICE to each other. Moon in Virgo is CRITICAL and a poorly aspected Full Moon in Virgo should just shut up and judge silently (ha).

I hope you have a good weekend, I hope you kiss and bless your house. Neptune blessings, my darlings and a SHOUT OUT to my wonderful clients this week and today. I’m so honored that you choose me to be part of your life. I know that sounds corny but it’s how it feels. I’m honored.


No specials happening at this time but here to remind you of the Teaching Bundles and the Reading Bundles and ALSO something new – the MONTH AHEAD Reading. These are STRICT. Transits for the month ahead plus a card spread. These are $95 each and I will also make a bundle out of them for people who want to buy four at a time HOWEVER when I say strict I mean strict. Transits for the next 30 days (plus cards about next 30 days). As opposed to the “anything goes” style of a typical stars and cards reading. Until then…. 

And She Will Make You Her Bitch: Full Moon in Virgo (March 12th)

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The Full Moon in Virgo is this weekend, Sunday the 12th, and NOT AN ECLIPSE — “just” a Full Moon — 22 degrees.

Got something at or around 22 in any of the mutable signs? Virgo, Gemini, Sagittarius, Pisces. They will be most affected (at or around 22 degrees) but you know what? It could be good. You could finally put some Virgoan worry to rest or finally make up your mind or finally realize PERFECTION IS IMPOSSIBLE SO YOU MAY AS WELL JUST LIVE LIVE LIVE.

It’s a rough ride, this one. I have to be honest with you, star lovers.

Full Moons themselves can be edgy and emotional and this one is hard, but in a different way. Let me explain:

Virgo Moons tend to analyze, even in their sleep. Analytical, critical. She’s not happy this one. Well, she’s happy with Pluto (Moon trine Pluto) but has it in for Uranus and Chiron and Saturn and Mercury. PISCES WATCH OUT because critical Virgo Moon is out for, well, not blood, because that would be gross. She’s out for… CLEANING.

And I mean this metaphysically and physically. Full Moon in Virgo is on her way to CLEAN UP YOUR DIRTY LIFE and surely you got something in there that needs tidying. Just ask Virgo Moon. She’ll tell you.

And maybe this is good news after all. Maybe you need Virgo Moon precision and effort and ethics and unstoppable CARE. The servant. Virgo SERVES. And yet she will make you her bitch for the duration.

My advice: make her happy. Take an inventory, an accounting of your Virgo House, where that 22 degrees will fall, and take your big fat magical broom and SWEEP and clean and cleanse and prune and clip and dust and remove and release what is impure, extraneous, and incorrect.

Got Virgo? 


Hey A Little About The First House And If You Are Having The New Moon Eclipse There

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What is the FIRST HOUSE of the astrology wheel about?

Conversation in the current class as I listed where each of us will have the new moon eclipse (Pisces 8 degrees)

and a few are having it in the First House and a gal was listing meanings and mentioned not being happy with them and then I started riffing trying to find THE WORD for me, for First House.

My Virgo Moon wants to be precise. And then I found it.

First House: more than ego or identity or ME ME ME.

The First House, planets or energy in the First gives you PRESENCE.

Then I said:

I have two planets there (my Moon Pluto conjunction)
It’s this very grounded presence in THIS WORLD
HERE I AM, say First House planets.

Do you have planets in the First House? 


New Moon In Sagittarius: TRUTH

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I want to talk to you about Neptune and love and fear — in part because Neptune is direct now. In part because the New Moon in Sagittarius will square Neptune and the truth can be hard to find and define, even on a good day. Sagittarius is the truth teller, to a fault, we are told. Foot in mouth even, we are told. Sagittarius as an energy may inflate and exaggerate (the storyteller) and Sagittarius square Neptune??? Don’t even look for the truth. Just LIVE.

On my Facebook I was talking about this Neptune problem today. About the problem of Neptune pain and Neptune longing and talking to clients about similar and from my own experience (which I have so much of, sooo much Neptune experience) that these situations that activate our Neptune, these situations require our love and gentleness and care, just as we require loving gentle caring people in our lives. Neptune as the higher octave of Venus. Love. Not escapism, not drugs, not martyrdom. Let it be love instead.

When someone leaves you? Let them go. This is also Neptune. Let it dissolve. You can long all you want but briefly, please. Easier said than done? Yes.

I also want to encourage your big dreams, big big big dreams under this New Moon. Sagittarius does BIG best of all. Don’t let the Neptune scare you. You may feel lost or sad (Moon square Neptune!) But it’s really okay for you to be here just as you are. It’s really okay for you to be here,  just as you are.

This week is intense. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to keep up with my blogging. Lots of readings this week and writing and a workshop to finish planning for so do follow or friend me on Facebook to keep up with daily sky updates.

If you want a New Moon in Sagittarius reading, I will probably have time to do a few. These are 15 minutes (by email or Messenger) and $35.

New Moon in Sagittarius. 7 degrees. November 29th.


The Right Stuff: Pallas And The Full Moon In Taurus

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Full Moon in Taurus
– 22 degrees. Monday, November 14th.

What’s interesting about this Full Moon is how quiet it seems to be.


There is a sextile (easy aspect) to wounded healer Chiron in Pisces but a square (tense) to goddess asteroid Pallas Athena in logical Aquarius.

Now, Pallas is a wise strategist and Taurus is solid, but Full Moons are emotional, possibly chaotic, and obsessive across the Taurus/Scorpio axis. And it’s a square between Pallas and the Moon.

My recommendation here is pretty standard:

how you feel about your life at this time and what IS may be two very different animals.

Pallas Athena sees clearly, coldly, in Aquarius. Detached, yes. A Full Moon clarifies too but it’s water logic, intense, dramatic, subterranean, revelatory poetry.


the truth can be found with a net. Harvest the ocean, sort through your find, and then you’ll know the truth of this Full Moon which, in Taurus, has to do with your hunger and your fear of hunger. Taurus is so possessiveness because it fears there’s not enough to go around so if I collect this or make this MINE, I’ll be fine. No one will die then. I’ll never ever go hungry.

Are you hungry? What for? Are you full? What are you full of? Is it enough? Is it right? Is it the right stuff?

The square from Pallas to the Full Moon can help you figure this out! Full Moons are supposed to bring us insight — sometimes that’s all and sometimes that’s enough.


New Moon In Scorpio This Sunday

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Two things to get us started. First one is about love and fate vs. free will.

So today I was talking to a gal and she got the REALLY GOOD CARDS in regards to love and this man that she has been in love with forever and in fact I think the first time we ever spoke it was about this man and the prognosis was not good then but things changed over the years, they really changed, due to privacy I cannot say more but I will say this:

she got the good cards and I said to her: let’s say we have 5% free will. Let’s say the rest of it really is fate and what is yours, but within that 5% you really have the ability to fuck it up and same for him but let’s say you don’t do that, let’s say you don’t fuck it up and you live out this 95% of god’s will then YES it will be. You’re on track. Keep doing what you’re doing.

Time will tell. I hope I’m right.

Another story: I wrote something on my Facebook Timeline today (and you can friend or follow me there) about prayer because I am a prayer kind, always was, likely always will be, no matter my level of belief or doubt at any given time and it is how I was raised, with prayer, with tradition, but all that aside there is a kind of prayer which is of TRUST. It’s not HELP ME (which is fine, perfectly fine) instead it’s: I KNOW you will help me. I trust you will. I know you will. I trust you will. You won’t let me down. I KNOW IT.

Very different.

Food for thought. Scenes from my prayer life and the spiritual conversation, so to speak, that I had during the month of September (Jewish month of Elul when “the King is in the field”).

But mostly today I wanted to talk to you a little about Samhain – just to remind you that it is appropriate to reflect. You don’t have to build an altar to your dead anyone but good to reflect and I’m going to quote Scott Cunningham here:

the separation between the physical and spiritual realities is thin. Wiccans remember their ancestors and all those who have gone before.

You don’t need to be Wiccan or a witch to mark this night and maybe it’s “just” Halloween for you. I’ve loved Halloween since I was a kid.

Whatever the case, I feel it. Do you? You don’t have to have an altar as I wrote above, but I recommend it. Any kind. A single light. I don’t have exactly what I’d like at this time but I do have candles going right now on my fireplace mantle and I will keep ‘em going until early November. You don’t have to know why. I’m not sure I know why. But it’s a recognition anyway. Of this time, this time of year. No perfection required. You don’t need a reason. I’m a Cancer Sun Mercury Mars. I just do. I may figure out “why” later on.  If you want an intense ritual of black candles and cauldron you can find information on line of course. No shortage of step by step prefab altar creation.

Now about this New Moon in Scorpio – it’s on Sunday. 7 degrees. Early afternoon for my timezone and it feels “clean” to me – as much as a Scorpio Moon can be or feel clean but it is. Listen to this; it’s beautiful:

Mercury trine Neptune then the New Moon trine Neptune then the Moon Mercury conjunction so it’s this Mercury Moon Neptune marriage and yes it’s all the obvious stuff: more insightful, more psychic, the thinning veil, mediumship, penetration, focus, and consider a beautiful new beginning in your Scorpio house. Got a Scorpio project going? Want to get one growing? Plant the Scorpio seed.

It’s a peaceful moon, a quiet moon, serene on the heels of a serious Venus Saturn conjunction (the day before). Honestly you may not do much this day but float but Mercury’s involvement in this sky guarantees MESSAGES so listen up.


Saint Catherine & The Full Moon In Aries: Hemorrhage

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Damaged in every way. There is a freedom in it. To feel this level of, well, it’s self acceptance actually. To make friends with your inner self loathing. You have no mask then. You are totally wide open. And then anything can happen.

And it’s become a joke to me almost – I’ve written a lot of Full Moon posts about this one – about all the gnarly aspects and all the fire imagery and also today was reading about Saint Catherine of Siena and how she puts out fires so PRAY TO HER if you have a fire that needs putting. I know you do.

All New and Full Moons, all phases of the Moon, all Moon talk all Moon EVERYTHING, all the imagery, all the stories, all the goddesses, is related to the mother, your own and cosmic, and issues of nurturing and feeding.

I remember once, years ago, a lover of mine called my mother a piece of shit. That’s a quote. I was telling him something about my childhood (no clue how it came up, he no doubt procured it) and in fine Scorpio fashion he told me like it was. It was intense (in fine Scorpio fashion) but it felt like support to me. It was.

I went on to break his heart which I regret all these years later but I suppose he was breaking mine all along as well.

This Full Moon is in my 8th House so it makes sense I’m thinking about sex and death and shit and intimacy and fires that erupt, fires that got put out.

Do you have fire? Where is it? Too much? Too little? Do you need some? Where is the Full Moon for you? Your Aries House is where the action is and will be this weekend.



Full Moon in Aries: Into The Fire

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It’s all moving so fast now. I know I’m not the only one who feels it. And we can say it’s the Full Moon and it’s the Full Moon conjunct Uranus but which came first – the life or the stars? I’m not sure.

What I know is this – tomorrow is something special. The Sun in Libra opposes Uranus and the Moon will make a slew of aspects before it reaches its most state of full. I can’t help it. I have to say it. There will be a surprise – from your Aries House. Tomorrow.

Moon square Mars, Moon trine Saturn, Moon oppose Mercury, Moon square Pluto, Moon conjunct Uranus. IN ONE DAY. And I’m not mentioning any asteroids obviously. This is a lot of FEELING. In one day.

Mercury squares Pluto as well. Dark thoughts. Obsessive.

I recommend you just watch it. Watch it unfold and it may feel like watching a building burn but what option do you have? To run into the fire? There’s nothing you can save.

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Work with me, business stuff:

-Mini Moon Tarot all weekend
-you can join the tarot group
-asteroid group starts this month
-weekly tarot subscriptions, reading or teaching bundles – just message me for the $$ info and other details

Days Of Wild Honey: What Calms You Down? Full Moon Ahead…

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What calms you down? Find it this week. Find it today. You may need it. Remember what helps.

I don’t know about you, but myself and most that I know are having pretty intense days and the Full Moon, which is conjunct wild Uranus, is this weekend, and is the reason why I am posting this. That you should get under what calms you down so you can calm down.

It’s only Wednesday and I think every day/night for me this week has had some bizarre happening. Are you feeling this? Weird conversations, possible armadillos, far too many animal stories actually, one 911 call, one panic attack, one hour long exploration of the beginning of the Gospel of Mark, cooler weather. Sounds random doesn’t it. Sounds random. Like the locusts and wild honey mentioned at the beginning of that Gospel may feel random to some but to me, everything is poetry. No need to figure out with logic. Of course wild honey. Of course.

Grounding is what is at stake here. Doesn’t matter what it is for you. It will be different for everyone. To root yourself so completely that you can move through all the Full Moon feelings that are wild and possibly wicked already now.

Some people exercise. Some people drink. Some people eat. Some people pray, meditate, fight, have sex, go for long walks, read, cook, clean, moan and groan and complain, write novels. Not that I’m telling you to go drink (or do anything else that would be considered a bad habit). What I am telling you is that this week and Full Moon have an odd dark power and you could get swept up.

It’s like the hurricanes we’ve been having here. We get our bottled water, batteries, radio, non-perishable food etc. I recommend you do the same. Get your supplies. Check on your people. Wait out the storm.


Message me for information about 
-mini moon tarot readings all this week and weekend (for the full moon)
-the tarot group (you can join yes)
-the asteroid study group starts this month 
-weekly tarot subscriptions (yes I have room)
-I always have 30 and 60 minute readings available and reading (or teaching) bundles

Fear & Fire: Full Moon in Aries! (Oct 15th)

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Mars is angry. This is textbook astrology.

Open Rex Bills and you’ll read that Mars rules axes and assault. Mars rules boasting. Mars rules combat. Mars rules cruelty but also courage. We all have Mars somewhere. We are all violent somewhere. We all kill somewhere. Mars rules FORCE, fearlessness, and fire.

The Full Moon in Aries (ruled by Mars) is this weekend – October 15th at 23 degrees – and Mars, in the sky, is in Capricorn. Impulsive Aries and shrewd Capricorn square by sign. They fight. They use force. They kick. They bite. Who wins? Who would you bet on?

A Full Moon in Aries (Mars) is an obvious Moon. Not stealthy, not shrewd, not strategic. The revelations will come fast and furious and we also know this because the Full Moon is conjunct Uranus! It will become abundantly clear to you (and maybe it already is) where to apply your force, fearlessness, and fire. And yes yes yes expect the unexpected. There will be a surprise in your Aries House.

I just drew a bunch of cards for someone – a weekly Tarot subscriber and she got all Wands so the question is a Mars question: burn out or WIN? Which to choose? Is there a choice? There is no in-between with Aries. They have to win although they don’t always, and Capricorn is busy climbing another mountain. I keep returning to this square because you do have a choice: Aries or Capricorn. Choose.

Yes there will be some bumps. It’s not a well aspected Full Moon and Full Moons are emotionally bumpy rides anyway and I predict once we get to the Pisces Moon on Wednesday you are gonna feel it and what exactly you feel depends on your chart and the aspects this moon will make because if it’s kind to your chart you’ll ride it out nicely without any bruises.

My advice is this: courage, not cruelty. Take the high road. Can you do that?

Pluto is all over this Full Moon too – so the temptation will be to twist and manipulate and cast very dirty magick spells but where has that gotten us, hmm?

More tomorrow :) in the meantime just message me if you want details about:

-Full Moon in Aries mini readings (tarot only)
-the new tarot group!
-asteroid study group (forming now and will begin this month)


New Moon In Libra – September 30th

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New Moon in Libra at 8 degrees
— this Friday.

Mars entered Capricorn this morning.
It’s Tuesday as I write this.
Pluto went direct yesterday.
Virgo Moon Wednesday and Thursday.
Work work work work. This is a WORK sky.

New Moon aspects in addition to the usual (a Sun Moon conjunction): 

Moon square Mars (angry)
Moon conjunct Jupiter (happy)
Moon inconjunct Neptune (I’m not sure how I feel)
Moon sextile Saturn (secure)

Let’s think of them as one thing -
Sun – ego
Moon – need
Jupiter – principle of optimism, expansion, blessing

SQUARE (has trouble with) Mars in cautious Capricorn

This New Moon feels huge to me. You are looking around the room fantasizing about what or who you want. You can taste it. New Moons are DESIRE. Hope. Not done. Not culmination. NEW. Seed. Desire. Plant it. This New Moon feels huge to me. That’s the Jupiter. The ego (ME) is huge and the feelings (ME) are huge but there is a stifling going on.  Mars in Capricorn doesn’t quite slow down the power of the stellium but attempts to mute it. Mars in Capricorn, Mars in Reality, doubts the Jupiter blessing and doubts the dream and doubts the collaborators and doubts the seed AND

the stellium is in Libra – the sign of partnership and other people. Big desire in your Libra house. Big blessing. Big secret. You can’t do it alone but you don’t know yet who you will do it with.  But you want to. You really want to.

This is what I’m thinking — that Sun Moon Jupiter insists upon faith in oneself and in others and the square says: well, maybe not so fast. Slow down. Are you sure? Remember Capricorn is ruled by Saturn and the Libra stuff is ruled by VENUS. You want to relate so bad. You want to find your tribe so bad. You want to fall in love SO. BAD.


a Saturn/Mars in Capricorn test.

And then.

This is the best part.

The Libra crowd makes a good aspect (sextile, harmonious) to, yes, SATURN in Sagittarius. 

The (so-called) problem IS the solution.

No matter how you look at it – we are under Saturn here.

What must be done must become our pleasure, our joy, and our love. Not in the sense of sacrifice but in the sense of knowing who you truly are and what you truly value. Then it is not a sacrifice at all but gladness. What must be done (your SATURN) must become your pleasure, your joy, your love. And it can be.

2016 is almost over. Think about that. Think about how we have one more Pisces Eclipse. How the Nodes are heading out of Virgo/Pisces and that a New Moon in Libra means you don’t have to be alone anymore. You’ve been so alone. This is where we begin. You will find your allies, your collaborators, your loves. You will. But you know what I’m going to tell you, that every new transit is an opportunity – good AND bad transits and if you lay down and die at this point you won’t be able to read my blog posts anymore ;) small consolation I know but life wants more life from you.
It’s your job to find your place. Daunting I know but true all the same.