*+-I remember thinking this. Possibly at different sharp points in my life, that BECAUSE of the traumas I survived, that the rules just didn’t apply to me. Whatever rules applied to the Normal People. Life had been blown WIDE OPEN. There was a rip in the fabric. Not sure this […]
mercury retrograde in scorpio
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*+-We’re making fish tonight. Well, my husband is. I don’t cook much. When I do, it’s… not really cooking. More like burning. Yearning! For something good to eat 😉 I was at the store actually, ready to buy MEAT. My body craves protein and I called him up to ask […]
*+-Mercury retrograde in Scorpio as shamanic journey and realizing that the people in your life are also entrances to worlds. Listen. Say you have a love affair. It dies. You wonder what the purpose was. Sometimes the purpose is: that person is portal, entryway so that you may begin the […]
*+-Mercury is retrograde: what questions are you asking? Mercury is small: they don’t have to be big questions. Cute little Gemini and Virgo questions 😉 Mercury flies fast, be quick: last night I asked my husband what (from me) would make him happy. Is that a little question? Maybe… Mercury […]
*+-Everything embarrasses me. In one of the chat rooms, I asked the group to describe (their experience of) sex in three words. Verbs, adjectives, articles, whatever! And then we started talking about expectation of what we wanted sex to be vs. what sex was or is. My first word for […]
*+-Catch up with PART ONE here You can’t replace what’s gone. What’s gone is gone. Everything new you do to cover up old hurts doesn’t work. Whatever your drug is. No escape from what’s inside you. One more coffee one more beer one more cookie one more kiss. Nah. Flatline. […]
*+-Mercury goes retrograde in the sign of Scorpio, beginning Monday, the 21st (for three weeks) and Mercury is YOUR MIND. Retrograde = review, redo, reassess, revise, relapse. You just aren’t sure. Mental fisticuffs. Very 8 of Swords. And you will strive to get to the root and you will strive […]
*+-How trauma works: and surely you know that trauma is an 8th House matter and Mercury goes retrograde in Scorpio (associated with the 8th House) so you can probably tell already where I’m going with this blog post. You may not remember IT. Or you MAY remember IT. Doesn’t matter. […]
*+-What if you don’t want to be in progress anymore? What if you just want to get there? What if you want to be done, settled, and you’re not allowed. That you’re doomed to strive and push that rock up the hill or stare at the mountaintop from the bottom. […]
*+-Where are you going? Where have you been? Mercury retrograde is conjunct the transiting Node in Scorpio and I was just reminded of this and I’m speechless. This transit to me feels so filled with possibility and depth and surprise and mystery. I don’t know where to begin, but I […]
*+-I have an obsessive feeling nature. Pluto in my 1st House slingshotting its desire across the chart, to my 7th House of “you,” the other person, the (potential) partner. And Pluto is conjunct my Moon: I feel intensely. Desire and longing. Sometimes it’s fun. Sometimes not. A life of craving. […]
*+-That we hope things will change. That we will not live forever in despair, or in a half-life, some eternal return not of our own making. Mercury Retrograde asks us, “Are you sure?” Last night I was visiting a friend and she got out her birth certificate from a small […]