Do we ever do enough? I wonder. My roommate gave me a lovely birthday present today, which included a synchronicity. She gave me a book, a book that my mother also owned, a book that I took from her apartment after she died.
My roommate had no way to know this, that it had sentimental (Cancerian) value and no clue where my copy is. I opened up the wrapping paper, took a look at the cover, and got chills. The ineffable strikes again!
I began to think about my friendship with my roommate who I’ve known nearly 10 years, and also knowing my Cancerian shell is thick and hard. I’m not always up for daily communication. I feed off energy more than talk. She, a double Taurus, needs the talk, which can make me feel drained.
I began to then feel regret for every cranky mood, every display of Cancerian Household Tyranny from this past winter. I know I was hard to live with and I do believe my quitting sugar and almost all carbohydrates has dramatically evened out my moods. I’m still a Cancer Sun with a hard shell, but something has gotten easier, softer. I can feel it. I wonder if she can. I’m afraid to ask.
Do you ever wish you could have done better at something while knowing you weren’t able to? R is for Regret.
What’s the astrology? Well, Cancers often feel guilty and Virgo feels like their best is never enough. Venus in the 12th House feels the sorrow of others and Aquarius on the 11th can detatch from those others.
Do you understand your chart? Do you think about your chart? Do you see your chart active in your life? Do you think if x, then y?Â
More questions: Do you appreciate the people in your life? Everybody dies. This is our stark daily reality. Kindness is important because you never know. You just… Never. Know.
My parents’ early deaths no doubt have given me this sense of Time Running Out, which makes me think of Saturn i.e. reality.
The Moon in Scorpio was sextiling Pluto in Capricorn earlier today and now trines Venus in Cancer. From death to love. From death to mother. Neptune in Pisces too. I feel at home (Cancer) in all this water. How about you?
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6 thoughts on “Your Chart, You, And The Scorpio Moon”
Such a cute story, and also sad.
Transiting Moon is conjunct my Moon exactly, like now. Or well, half an hour ago.
I think my chart shows up in my life all the freakin’ time. When I first saw it and learned about what it all means, suddenly so many events and things started making sense to me for the first time ever. I don’t understand it completely, there’s always something new that I haven’t paid attention to, or something that gets a new meaning with time though.
It was good. Can’t say that *I* felt sad. More… eerie, more like *wow whoa!*
As I follow the Moon cycle more and more, I discover that I dislike my lunar return 🙂 So true too, there IS always something new, or new meanings that arise. I love that abt astrology.
Me too. You can never say that you’re finished learning Astrology and know it all now.
Weird, I always like my Lunar Return. Always one of the best days of the month, emotionally.
http://youtu.be/QhKQKLiHxAw
Hopefully that link works. Hey MP, so that Cancer, the one and only, his birthday is today too.
I should be more appreciative of long held alliances, like that of the one with mi madre yet this (Uranus?) transition I’m in spits in the face of all that’s old. I do think of my chart often and how to do the opposite of my many squares in hope that if I turn each corner enough they’ll become round or at least evenly cut- like a diamond?
I really believe that if when we are aware of our innate challenges then actively apply that knowledge to manifest opportunity, we’re more likely able to chariot the change rather than get steam-rolled by it. Truth be told, every time I look at my chart, it’s transits and the progressions, I’m overwhelmed and chock it all to this: just friggin focus on what makes you tick so the clock is yours and no one elses.
Maybe that’s the purpose of us all?
Many more Oz like love years of Love, Light and Wonder to you this year and always.
Thank you EW 🙂
No, I don’t really understand my chart. Yes, I think about it quite a lot the past few years. I see my 12th house Sun and Ascendant in Virgo every single day. I see my Venus/Saturn conjunction in Scorpio 2nd every single day. I wish I could see more of the good stuff cause I know it’s there – planets in exaltation and sextiles and such. I don’t understand enough to make the leap to and from x, then y. Altho I do see patterns rather easily with Pallas cj Mercury in Libra 1st; but then again, it’s square Mars in Cap and square my Nodes.
Yes, I appreciate the people in my life tho I still have negative thots and reactions daily. I try to keep in mind something that I read in several different consults at ZapOracle.com: to wit, ‘Will I remember this well on my deathbed?’ Of course, we may not have a bed to die on but they say our lives flash before our mind’s eyes….
Death is all around us in life but esp here in the West we’ve tried to deny it so we can all afford to put off getting and being real until that fabled tomorrow.
Yes, I like all this water. I’d love to live on a seashore.