Sometimes I break my own heart.
I was just randomly searching old Venus posts on the blog and I found one that made me… question my sanity.
Okay not my sanity but how easily my Venus (love) in the 12th House square Neptune (illusion) will… fall me. It will fall me. I will fall. And I can spot this shit in a chart from a million miles away.
I turned 42 a couple weeks ago. Can’t blame anyone for this anymore. It’s up to me to know where the Reality is. Is it easy? Nope. The longing is addictive. I want the dream to become real. But I have no choice. I am learning this lesson as transiting Saturn heads to sextile my Venus once again while in Libra. Lesson learned, Saturn.
Thanks.
But you know what? I don’t want to end this post on a 12th Housey melancholy note. I want to pull a few cards, as is my habit lately, for some wisdom here 🙂 Because onwards and upwards and forwards we go. The best is yet to come.
Past Present Future cards for Lovers with Neptune Problems
You have every reason to be hopeful 🙂 You really are leaving the old ways behind. It hurts but you’re doing it. Hooray! I know this sounds corny, but these are the cards. Not just for me. For you too 🙂 In the past you would RUN towards what seemed impossible. You didn’t realize how impossible it was. The more far-fetched, the better! But you are getting stubborn in your old age. Ambitious even. Ambitious about what? About nailing this problem once and for all. You are the authority. You have grown wise. Very Saturn 🙂 And yes. You are leaving. And yes, no matter what the Buddhists suggest, you still do have hope. There will be parades. There will be celebrations 🙂
With such good news, what should you actually DO. How to proceed?
Know that the goodbye process will sting but PLEASE do not hold onto it. Hold hands with this fire and air sky. Move on okay? Just MOVE ON. It’s taken LONG ENOUGH.
I’m kind of quirky. I don’t like to reveal my cards 🙂 but here are a few of them from this “holistic” reading. I’m sure you can put it together 🙂
King of Wands, The Emperor, 8 of Cups, The Star.
Which aspect do you find the hardest to master?
Love, MP
Song for Venus Neptune The Quiet Kind – In Front of You
9 thoughts on “Past Present Future Cards For Lovers With Neptune Problems”
Morning Aliza,
I share your Venus (love) in the 12th House square Neptune (illusion). That Venus is on Aq 10 with my sun.. It’s all pretty intense at the moment, which i guess relates not least to the Full Moon around Aq 10? I feel it here too in your writing and the responses. Jung was wont to say that an occasionally wandering, fantasising Eros was essential in some people’s path to individuation.
But being fifty now (50 is The Cauldron in the i Ching), the heat feels alchemical to me; initiatory fire. My plan is to try to sit still and let what i can let go of be consumed in the fire. Last night i dreamed a plane crash, an airliner stalling in its climb then falling, the burning wreckage viewed first from above from another plane, and then on the ground as a mother entered the fuselage to try to pull her child from the wreck; then a man staggered out barely alive from the fumes. He fell to the ground, gasping from poisonous fumes. But he was ALIVE!
Amazing images!
Been doing the 8 of cups thing. Over it (nearly!!) and hopeful.
There are degrees of walking away, you know? It all counts.
There are. Mars on my libra moon was too much for me to keep my feelings to myself when he asked though. Its okay, something had to change. Same actions kept bringing same results, which was nowhere. Venus is out of rx zone now. Its been tough. Glad its over.
Hope you are hanging in, my dear
I am thanks Aliza. Mars in Libra was tought to begin with. I’m enjoying it now 🙂 I hope all is well with you
i have venus square neptune, too, but it’s a third/sixth house thing. it can be hard. knowledge about it helps. a lot. but it is a struggle. we can’t help that we expect perfection and are disappointed by our high, high expectations (it’s kind of like virgo in this way, non? like, that aspect=virgo/pisces, is how it feels. or maybe just for me because of the sixth house venus and my flipped chart houses due to libra rising…). anyway. i feel ya. should check my transits on this one…
I have this aspect too, venus in the twelfth in Capricorn. Pluto is transiting Capricorn now, isn’t he? Im just starting to learn astrology so Im no not completely sure what this all means. Pluto will transform what I think about love step by step? Anything you can offer would be appreciated. Love your blog.