No matter how far I get to the ledge, the edge, emotionally (which at times may overwhelm others or make them uncomfortable), I always come back.
See, it’s NOT REALLY the edge or the ledge. I wasn’t really gone BUT
Like a rubber band, I come back. My deep end is…. depth of pain. Or whatever the feeling is: grief, happiness, whatever. And then I’m back. Solid ground. I was never going to fall. But I was going to feel everything profoundly.
My foundation is SOLID. Moon Pluto trine SATURN. But on top of that are dancing emotional bears 😉
My conjunction is well-aspected. I don’t go insane. I go to the bottom of the well, and I come back up with fish, starfish, buried treasure. For you. For me.
Moon Pluto people, can you relate? I’m sure others can too.
Love, MP
4 thoughts on “On Having a 1st House Moon Pluto Conjunction”
I *think* I get what you mean. Although for past 5 years or so I have had more of “All this anger/hatred/sorrow/nameless dark thing has been in me. Hmm.. You can go now” – approach.
Is it a transit, Nan?
Oh, of course. I’ve got the added Scorp sun (by a mere 1deg, but still). Best story of an example of what this is like for me: I’m at a summer BBQ during grad school at a friend’s house in the front yard. I’m sitting next to friends in plastic lawn chairs drinking atrocious beer. I’ve just met the husband of a classmate; he’s a bit older than us. We’re chatting. We’re chatting some more. He’s telling me about his childhood and the father he didn’t really care for. Then his wife comes up and says, “Hey, we’re gonna go play cornhole. Did you want to play, too?” He says to me, “Wow. That was crazy. All the sudden, I’m 10 years old and here’s my dad. I feel like I’ve been hypnotized. Do you have this effect on everyone?” Yeah, dude. I totally do. Sorry, but you’ll be fine. Enjoy cornhole.
EAW, great story 🙂