When things are good, I like writing about my relationship. When things are tense, I like writing about my relationship. I especially like to write about jealousy, and the other night, on the phone, having fun, I started to probe. Now I’m no Scorpio, but a Moon Pluto conjunction in the 1st House likes to dig, and dig she does. I went through a partial-list. Am I better or worse than a Taurus? Am I better or worse than a Scorpio? What was I talking about? My drama, my jealousy, my possessiveness, my need to know.
And you know what? I can’t remember what he said. Hmm. Did he say I was worse? Hmm. It was same or worse. It wasn’t better.
How do detatched people feel? I mean, what does it feel like? Do you *not* feel like you are being stabbed in the heart when your lover accidentally shares with you a detail from his past relationships? I have Mercury in Cancer. Whatever you say or do will stay in my mind forever and I don’t want those images in my head: images of other women sharing his kitchen, his body, his bed, his sweetness, his sympathy, his mouth. Any of it. Mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine. Now.
Dear readers, fellow stargazers, I’m not exaggerating. This is how I feel and yet, believe it or not, I think I’ve gotten better over the months. What I mean is that… I’m finally beginning to trust. Trust what? It’s a fascinating process, says Virgo Moon, ignoring the question.
Nothing is more important to me than this relationship, and my sanity in this relationship, and that we…come together. Now, you dirty minds, I don’t mean it that way. I mean it in the other way. And I’ll leave it up to you, dear readers, to figure that out.
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7 thoughts on “Are You More Jealous Than A Scorpio?”
pisces sun, scorpio moon, pisces mercury and pluto….
my love, is a sweet cancer with his me me me aries moon attitude, and leo mercury. he loves to tell me about the women he has been with, the ones who stare at him, i know he does this merely to let me know he is attractive…duh. but, the jealousy i feel, is more of a hurt. but i feel as though i have great control over those emotions as i get older as well….growing, and reflecting and understanding ourselves.
he is mine, and i wish that there was no one before me…just me and him, beginning and end.
thanks for your thoughts 🙂
Sun conjunct Venus in Scorpio, I believe I have no defense on this topic
No, I can’t stand it either. Emotionally it kills me, but even from a detached intellectual standpoint I think it’s dangerous for the relationship – it pollutes what you have together, like a virus it can get in and run rampant. I really believe that if a relationship is to succeed, the only thing you bring into it from the past is the lessons you’ve learned. And just the active essence of those, not the eternal talking about them. Yawn.
Also, talking about exes is just rude:)
Wow – even tho I’m Scorp rising, I guess I have too much Libra. Someone gives me a reason to be insecure – and I’m talking obvious – I walk away. Done. Fini.
I won’t fight for the relationship.
I’d rather be alone.
Someone comes along at this point in my life, he’d better “get” that. And really want to be with me.
I am familiar with that feeling, MoonPluto. As you know I have a mountain of Scorpio. When I was younger I certainly felt that stab in my heart time and time again.
However, the significant other had a contribution to this occasional state of mine. Some partners played on my insecurity, used it to keep me hooked, had questionable relationships with ex partners or female friends. I have antennae and can pick bullshit and dishonesty when tune in.
As I have grown older I rarely experience jealousy; it’s either because I have become more aware of my worth and awesomeness 😉 or because I have accepted I cannot control others.
Or perhaps my recent ex-partners had not given me the reason to be jealous.
Ummmm yah! I would have to say that I concur with everything you said, Now I think the Scorpio jealousy coupled with the Cancer sensitivity – gives me the what if’s, and when I am in that place I can see the actions as if they were occuring right in front of me, I feel like its actually happening to the point I emotionally hurt – like its a damn excersize or something – like I just gotta go there. Me and the hubs have been together since we were 17 (high school sweeties – just different schools) neither of us have any x’s. He is a great catch and I question how I got so lucky to have gim, so of course I have always feared losing him to someone else (flashbacks to childhood, my dad was a cheater and rubbed my mothers face in it). Jealousy is in my head as are the imaginary hurts but boy they give me a work out. I think the Cancer aspect is to use self inflicted scare tactics to keep on my toes and remember how lucky I am and to never leave my relationship to chance…