It’s a second. A split second. That feeling of fate.
And I was just writing on Facebook, I have to slow down to feel it. I can’t be rushing around or feeling anxious or worried about anything. There has to be a certain degree of calm but doesn’t even need to be “meditative” calm. Just… nothing in my way. No emotional or mental block in that moment. That’s what allows clear seeing to come.
And I was, well, organizing the trash 🙂 in the kitchen when I had a revelation about love. I’ve got Venus in Leo square Neptune. I EXPECT (it’s a delusion) for love to always feel like romantic intense fireworks and sparks and that’s not sooo realistic. Love Realism and I have our “issues.” I have Venus square Saturn as well.
My 1st astrologer told me: you really do expect to live in a perfect world. I didn’t realize she was right until I realized she was right.
Venus in Leo wants the grand romantic gesture. Venus in Leo wants to feel that surge of desire and thrill and if it’s not there every minute of every day?
That’s when the Neptune square comes in. Venus square Neptune is art, is inspiration but it takes a little more work to channel it, to move it from the love object to the WORK THAT MUST BE DONE.
And I was dealing with the trash and thinking: Oh so this is how it is. There are moments of grace and moments of mundane and everything in between. It’s a PROCESS and I was writing in the previous post that I am a process person and yet…
North Node in the 6th House can show that daily life isn’t enough. We prefer to live in the 12th: mystical, spiritual, magical, alone with God. But the task is to bring heaven down to earth, the spiritual (12th) in the every day.
I know these are a whole bunch of stray thoughts here. My main point was that feeling of fate. And how if you can get a little bit quiet inside, that you can feel your life more clearly and thus all your twisty turny decisions become easier to make.
Are you quiet inside?
Love, MP
3 thoughts on “Stray Thoughts On Love, Fate And Slowing Down Just Enough”
Yes, I am. Now. It took a while to get here. I am quietest in my dreams (12th House Neptune).
I just realized how many aspects you share with my partner. He has Venus in Leo (10th House), Mars in Cancer, and NN in 6th. He definitely likes to live in his 12th at times.
He must be an amazing person! 😉 I think I only feel that feeling when there is no one around. Just the cats. No noise from neighbors. Total peace and I “scan” by body and realize i’m relaxed and nothing is blocking me…. But I am so sensitive to others it can be a problem. Was just looking a chart, also with NN 6th House. Damn I should blog again… here we go….
No, I’m not – and I also want to live in a perfect world. That Hallmark channel in my head – Jupiter trine Neptune and MC, but Saturn has to spoil it (inconjunct Neptune, square Jupiter) and Pluto has to destroy.
One of those few, precious quiet times, was when I was stuck in bed with a very bad cold, and my back had gone out on me. I was forced to stay still, so I had to give up fighting for a while. Even fighting myself. My attitude was much better early last year, and I thought I was going to be okay.