You don’t wait for the moment. You don’t wait for confidence. You just begin. One step.
What are you waiting for? Even if you believe in reincarnation, you are here, in this lifetime, NOW.
A few days ago I had an astrology reading with my former astrology teacher. Hadn’t seen him for a few years and the last time I ran out crying. I had just been through transiting Saturn on my Moon Pluto conjunction, with transiting Uranus opposing. I had lost everything. I wasn’t up for his brand of reality check. But this time I was.
And I was going to listen and learn and the message he gave me was to keep my focus on what is there, on what’s in front of me. Moon Pluto emotional intensity can project into the future. Neptune does that too. Can project bad. Can project good. Better to respond to what is REAL, happening. Not make shit up.
Yeah, he’s an air sign. I could say oh it’s easy for him. But he’s an air sign with an emotional Cancer Moon. He gets it.
So how about this turning I can’t into I can. Feeling the fear and doing it anyway.
And I mean just to begin. The first step. What do you do? Where in your chart do you look for the way IN?
If we want to mirror the current sky, I say Scorpio holds the secret 🙂 Moon in Scorpio today. Mars in Scorpio. Pluto now direct. Pluto square Uranus. The transiting Node in Scorpio. This energy is here, present, accounted for. Scorpio, like the other fixed signs, is stubborn.
Saturn in Scorpio = define, determine, specify, stipulate, KNOW what you are willing to be stubborn about. ‘Til death do you part.
Because if you don’t have THAT in your life, somehow, someway (and it does NOT have to be a person), then how do you know… what to do? Each day?
And one more thing. If you don’t have a reason to get up in the morning? MAKE ONE UP. And eventually, eventually, the REAL reason (for your purpose here) will unveil.
Next week I am doing Full Moon in Aries Readings! And, yes, my Venus in the 12th House is braving the Skype machine 😉 Something that I like to do lately are 1/2 email and 1/2 Skype readings. But whatever… we’ll figure it out 🙂