“Deserve” is my word. She didn’t say “deserve.”
She is a young woman I had a phone reading with and one of the first things I noticed when I saw her chart was her North Node conjunct her descendent and Saturn in the 7th House.
Catnip for astrologers. We know just what to say. Or do we? 🙂
Our reading mostly did not comprise of relationship stuff although we touched on it at the end. She’s got some very cool transits coming up, pushing her in the places she needs to be pushed, and God willing rewarding her as well, but she’s also under Pluto. Pluto opposing her Mars now and making a Grand Cross along her angles which are very sensitive points in the chart.
The Ascendent is who you are. The Descendent is who you want to be with, your mirror 🙂 the IC is your home, your roots your guts. The MC is you in the world, what you’ve got to show for yourself.
Finally we start talking about love and I was seeking clarity. I wanted to know if she didn’t want the big love or… just felt like she couldn’t have it.
It’s that I’m too much of a freak she said. That that was her worry.
Yup. I know the feeling.
The solution for this is to be even MORE you. Be the you you are. And then be the you that you want to be. That you envision but then you get afraid. So you’re a freak? Hello. So am I 🙂 Welcome to my world. There’s lots of us here at the table and there’s plenty of food to go around 🙂
And that was but one more (Saturn squaring the) Full Moon in Leo lesson for us. That the fragile tiny selves we work so hard to protect… they are stronger and braver than we allow.
I’m going to pull a card for this gal now but maybe it will help you too…
Knight of Cups 🙂 I think I have a more positive vision of this card than most, and I’m reading this card as… what you are doing and what he is doing is an honest offering, and it’s right, from the heart. When you… live from this place, you win.
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