
Wow what great comments I woke up to this morning on the blog. Love hearing about everyone’s natal aspects.
Opal talked about Management being really the most we can hope for when it comes to Pluto and I don’t dispute that — to manage the energies.
I wrote back in response that maybe it was my well -aspected Pluto that made me feel like I could Master it 🙂
See, I think Pluto likes being with my Moon and actually my Moon likes being with my Pluto — despite the fact that it makes romantic-relationships hard, makes relationships sacrifice i.e. like throwing yourself on the fire. Takes a lot of energy (i.e. management or mastery) to… and here’s a new word… to de-compulse!
I wind up with a lot of regret at times because Pluto is a vampire, that’s how it feels to me (sometimes) but then what? You’ve killed something. You’re just left with the body and not a fun sprightly vampy companion — it’s just DEAD.
So that’s what I want to write about — about mastering, harnessing managing the Plutonion impulse of the over-do, the intensity. And see where it gets me.Â
And this energy is MINE. It doesn’t come at me so much — it’s mine, me, my blood, through and through. It’s my motor i.e. a conjunction
I used to project it (or think it came from outside me — that’s a more accurate way to put it until I realized that all that feeling wasn’t HIM (i.e. whoever) that was so damn inspiring and hot and thrilling and wow and intense and good — it was all me. And it DOES feel good to sit, stand, BE in the center of all that bottomless well of stuff… on a good day. On a bad day, it’s a bitch. On a good day, I can focus it. On a bad day, my mind won’t stop. Moon in Virgo: the mind won’t stop.
And another thought, different yet related: 1st House people need to allow for the other person TO EXIST.
To be continued…
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15 thoughts on “Control The Bleed (Part 2 – You And Your Pluto)”
I have 1st House Moon…I think all 1st House Moons must learn to self-mother/self-parent on some level. Especially if said Moon aspects Pluto. We are already *out there* making way in the world but the cushion is gone, and…ouch. Cap Moon square Pluto. Love your posts.
Thanks Kashmiri – great points! xo
MP, I envy you a little for your 1st powerhouse – I have my NN there in Taurus and I’d love to to be extremely selfish – I know it sounds bad but I haven’t had good experiences with people so I guess there’s no reason to stay there.
It’s funny that you projected your intensity for a while, my Pluto is right on the DSC square Sun in 10th – I like to think I own/ manage my Pluto even though it is in 7th house, but I don’t know how to find out if I am right or not – maybe I am just delluding myself.
Or just that I thought my intense emotions were “shared” by the other more than they are. Others have their emotions… not mine. I thought because I felt it that there was a “connection” or the same connection. Not always the case. Because my emotions are so overpowering … I thought it was obvious and true–
The last sentence resonates- something I’m working on. My ascendant opposite Venus and Pluto in the first house as well…. yeah. That whole balance thing, self vs. Other, being selfish … Can’t wait to read your to be continued…
Thank you Caroline 🙂
“And another thought, different yet related: 1st House people need to allow for the other person TO EXIST.”
7th house person here, trying to exist with a massive 1st house person. Might be an exercise in futility.
‘My house has many man – shuns’ LOL!
BTW – I loved the fun “not a fun sprightly vampy companion” as well.
Love your way with words, Aliza.
Oh geez. I guess I’m full of double fun today.
🙂
“and not a fun sprightly vampy companion” LOL.
I like good days like that, but the bad ones really are bad. I think you can pick up on the energy of others, though, because I did at times. It would be nice to be aware of when it’s all mine, and when something else is seeping in, though.
Takes practice and actually being in relationships you can see it very clearly
Also – you can just ask yourself! “Who does this belong to?”
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‘de-compulse’ LOL I love it – get me a decompulsion chamber, quick !
Got a house full of ’em 🙂
(My house has many mansions? hahahah damn hard to get a quote right)