Jupiter rules faith and belief and faith is like flying (as I was writing to someone today).
The tightrope walker high above the ground with nothing to catch him or her.
Absolutely nothing. Just space. Just God (or whatever word you want to use).
When Jupiter enters Gemini, know that you can get your faith and belief from many (Gemini) sources, that there ARE many sources. They wait for you to discover them.
Do you fly? Do you like to fly?
I realize that I have to fly, have to have COMPLETE FAITH and surrender, uncomfortable though it is, which reminds me: Mercury (which rules Gemini) rules airplanes.
I used to be afraid of flying (talking about airplanes here) and then at some point after my mother died, I lost that fear. Felt closer to her up in the clouds. Or that dying didn’t matter anymore (but did it ever? Really? Hmm).
Today I bought a necklace and I felt afraid. This much money? At one time? Will I make it back? WILL THERE BE MORE? (Not that I was thinking or saying this at the time but it was behind my indecision.)
And you know what else was behind all that? Behind those questions, that inner dialog? This question: Will I be punished. That abundance (Jupiter) is forbidden. To me.
I didn’t realize until about a minute ago how deep in me this feeling, thought, exists. That I walk around with THIS. You want Venus square Saturn? THAT, my friends, is Venus square Saturn.
But when you have faith? You ensure your grace.
Saturn in square says “I can’t” but Jupiter in Gemini says over and over and over and over “You will.”
Jupiter in Gemini = a motherfucking beacon to trump all previous and possibly false beacons in your life ever.
I think this is it.
Love, Momma MP ;)